1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18. "Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you."

I don't know why I have not written for such a long time, but maybe because I have been waiting. Waiting for today. My Cat Scan is today at 1:30 pm. I am looking forward to having it done, and also finding out the results tomorrow when I meet with Dr Parapati at 4:00pm.

Today's verse says to give thanks in all circumstances. Easy to read but harder to apply to our life unless we believe that God's will is perfect. Can we believe that His will is cancer? For me, yes, His will has been cancer. From the first day of this blog when God gave me a huge hug and told me that all this was for my healing I have not been afraid...at all. So, I am waiting anxiously for the results.

I have much to ask God for today. The scan will reveal if I need to have the excess fluid that has formed around my heart to be drained, it will reveal my tumor and the hope that it has shrunk away from the uthera so that radiation can be done, it will finally reveal if I need another stint replaced or if I can have this one removed. My hope in all this is that the tumor has indeed shrunk, no need for another stint and also no need for the fluid to be drained.

I need your prayer support and I thank you now for all that you have prayed for me.