Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Ephesians 6:16

Ephesians 6:16. "In all circumstances take up the shield of faith,with which you can estinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one...."

This has been a long and sometimes difficult time since the chemo. I was told to expect to feel bad the first week, better the 2nd week and good the 3rd week. I am in the 2nd week now and am feeling better. It is hard to describe chemo and how you feel but mostly it is just yuck. That may not be a good description but YUCK it is. It is hard to think, and spiritually, very hard to pray. The reason I chose the verse today is that satan will use everything he has to get you to feel lost. I know when I am being attacked usually as I am coming out of it. I cannot read the bible nor can I pray. I just sleep and start to feel depressed. Chemo made me not want to eat (imagine that!) my stomach felt very queasy, and I just had an over-all feeling of opression. This is why I need your prayers because sometimes I cannot do it for myself. Thank you for going this journey with me. I will come out on the other side, and I give God all the glory for not letting me go it by myself.

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